The singer released a video on TikTok disclosing her fear and insecurity of gaining weight. "I think I am the heaviest I have ever been," she said. "I weighed myself just now and I don't feel comfortable sharing the weight cause I feel embarrassed."
The “Me, Myself & I” singer fought back tears as she added, “I just feel disgusting, you know, like in my own body.”
It was a moment of vulnerability and a starkly different message than the one she shared just six months ago, when she modeled lingerie in another TikTok video and proudly revealed that she weighed 165 pounds.
"I just feel disgusting, you know, like in my own body," The singer has posted about body positivity in the past, including a video of herself wearing lingerie while the 2018 Nicki Minaj song "Good Form" played.
"I don't feel good in my skin and when I don't feel good, I don't want to post," she said. "And that's really honestly the reason I haven't been posting in the last year or so as much as I used to."
In the comments from her empathetic and eager supporters. “Your worth is more than any number can define!” wrote one fan. “You got this.”